I'm sitting with my coffee watching the sun come up. The weather is luscious. I have to get going in a bit to pick up my key for the new apartment and then be moved in a week from now. Everything is packed. This Experiment is supposed to be Transient so I didn't gather a lot of stuff. A big chunk are plants and art supplies. My Pine is as tall as me. I got it for Christmas when I first came here and just let it keep growing.
This move will be radical and it's put me in a weird state. With everything packed I'm not "here" anymore but not "there" either. LOL It's also the first time in my life I am not "beholden" to anyone. Life is good. Everyone is fine and Mom can do what she wants. LOL I don't know how much I hold astrology, but everyone in my family is a Leo and a Taurus leader. I'm a Fish. I didn't stand a chance. Everyone has an opinion on my life and for the peace of the family I have always tried to balance their wishes.
That no longer holds with this move. This shifts the Rules.
And because I see living downtown more as an Experiment for a year and it's more of a studio than a home, things can be playful. And a lot of people are looking forward to the Cocktail Parties. There are going to be some great chats. I love doing catering so making snacks for gathering is my idea of bliss. Everyone in my family cooks. Food is love. I grew up on my Grandparents farm that was surrounded by an orchard. Getting groceries for dinner meant walking down the path to the garden. I think that's why I'm pretty healthy and I worry for the kids being raised on fast food.
Well, Here Comes the Sun. I'm going to sit out with my coffee and Greet the Day
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